The rest of my week was involved in Transfers, and
preparing for this Conference. Its been a lot of busy work here in the
office but honestly that´s probably a good thing because my health has
not been soo good. I´ve been struggling to get back to full strength,
but I know that´s no reason to slow down and that I just need to keep my
head down and stay focused. We have kind of hit a rut here in our area,
we have quite literally either baptized or cut all of our
investigators. Now the trick is finding them with the limited time and
resources that we have. That is going to involve visiting a lot of
members, its been far more effective. I like to think of it as a type of
fundraising the surely Grandpa Rex used to do for BYU. It´s going to be
far more efficient sitting down with someone and being like "look, I
don´t really want to be here. I don´t want to have to suck you dry or
ask you for help you´re not dying to give, but i don´t have another
choice, so... Hand it over." Rather than running into the street and
stopping pedestrians one by one asking them for 5 bucks.
I´ve lost all patience to teach normal imperfect
people that don´t want responsibility. I either want to teach elects or I
don´t want to teach at all.
I honestly love
missionary work. I´ve come to learn it´s eternal importance in the
scheme of everlasting exaltation. I know it needs to be done, and I know
it needs to be done the way the Lord asked it to be done. Elder Holland
told us he knows he asks more of us than is fair, but he would never
ask for apologies. I took that as meaning that we need to realize; I
know that more than what is fair is being asked of me, but I´m not going
to complain. Complaining never solves anything and quite ironically
only makes a bad situation worse. The Gospel is the answer to all of
life´s question´s and anybody that has real faith will live it, and find
the blessings of doing so. Pray for my well being and the well being of
those I teach.
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That I forgot to tell: I call it "What is the worth of a Taxi?"
On Thursday we spent most of the day helping the
secrataries get all of the materials ready for the Holland conference.
We had already skipped one of our appointments that we had to help and
we had one more coming up at 8 that i really didnt want to cancel but we
had to help them finish up so we did. It turned out that there were way
more matierals than we thought there was going to be so we decided to
grab a taxi and take them down the to south mission so we wouldn´t have
to take them in the morning. The only problem was that is was raining
super intensely which was backing up all the taxis, every one we called
said they couldnt attend us. So sitting there not sure what to do we see
a Taxi drive up and drop a guy off in front of the office. We run out
there frantically to try and grab her and she luckily didnt have another
route and agreed to take us.
Long story short after a few basic questions me and
Elder Baker dived in to teaching the first lesson. She became instantly
intrigued with the idea of the Book of Mormon and was really excited
about coming to our English Clases. Unfortunately this Taxi Driver was a
woman (no pun intended) and doesnt have the directional skills of a
man, and we got very very lost, giving us tons of time to teach and
field questions, but racking up our Taxi bill. But we finally got there.
We ended up asking her to wait while we unloaded the boxes at the
south mission to take us bafck so we could talk to her more, and we
started talking about the Temple. It just so happened that we were super
close, so we told her to drive by to see it and we would pay the
difference, again, upping this already expensive Taxi Bill.
it was a fantastic experience of someone that the
Lord may or may not have thrown in our path. Honestly I´m not sure if he
did or not but I know we took advantage of it and taught her, gave her a
book of mormon, and picked up her address for the misisonaries to go
there. She promised to come to English class this next Friday, and that
she would read the introduction of the Book of Mormon. The bill for that
Taxi was about 3 times what we would have paid if we would have picked
up our typical gruff "go screw yourself, I hate my job" Taxi driver. But
that money and the appointment I canceled would be all worth it if she
so much as stepped foot inside an LDS building and felt the spirit. It
gives you an idea of how much one soul is worth to God. Does anyone know
the value? Mathew did, and he described it in his Gospel, but
basically, it´s a lot.