Its funny how the Lord always seems to let you fall flat
on your face before he lifts you up. In our spare time this week we
planned well and had a few important visits all marked to be with
members. It was incredible how badly they didnt work out. Thursday night
I just felt stupid, pretty much everything I had worked so hard to plan
had fallen, and I had wasted the members time and money. What of the
things that most frustrates me on the mission is that other´s free
agency affects my ability to be successful. Being here in Brasil where
punctuality and fulfilling your word doesnt mean a whole lot that can
really spiral a missionary into depression. But I´ve also learned on the
misison that it is not prudent to make decisions off a hot head, and
that a good nights rest and a cold coke can solve a lot of life´s
problems. After stepping back and taking a look at things we were able
to re group and make everything work out Friday to set us up to have a
good p day. We had a great lesson with Rubia last night (that lady that
had the Joseph Smith dream.)
I was super frustrated because we had already marked
twice to have a family night at this couple´s house, they had made food
and everything, and both times she didnt show up, totally making us
look like slacker freeloaders. I was so nervous to try it again last
night because of my pride but the spirit confirmed that that was the
right decision to be made. We showed up at this couple´s house awkwardly
smiling and he just opened the door and started laughing, but he was
cool about it and told us we could bring her up. We ran down to her apt
startled when she opened the door dressed in something I would expect to
see in Las Vegas at 3 in the morning. After declining to step outside
of hell´s corrider and entering into the doorway of wily temptation, we
told her we needed to go up to the other apt to teach her. To my
bewildered amazement she replied "How am I supposed to go to a family
visit dressed like this?" As me and my companion stood there in silence
not knowing what to say.. (You don´t feel comfortable going to visit a
lady in your building but you´re okay to recieve 2 missionaries??) She
helped us out and told us to wait while she changed. (She apparently was
going to a Night Club.) Moral to the story the moment we arrived there I
realized why we felt we needed to go; They totally hit it off, the
lesson was awesome, full of the spirit, and her countenance immediately
changed. She went from the most worldly woman I had taught in months to
an incredibly elect investigator. When we do what is right and endure,
the Lord will bless us one way or another.
Im grateful for my mission and everything its taught
me. I can honestly say that when my time is done here in about 10 weeks
I should come back a slightly better person.
Stay Classy.
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