We went to the beach this week. It was awesome. I love the beach. See pictures.
I
wont lie. I hate writing these things. Call it impatience. But i will
pen out some thoughts I have had this week about Brasil and a man named
Korihor.
Korihor was an Antichrist in the Book of Mormon that
used deviated lies about the church to mislead people. For example he
would make up a doctrine of the church (how can we be responsible for
Adam´s sins) and then feed that lie, because it wasn't true anyway! So
it was easy! What does that have to do with Brasil...? Everything. The
most frustrating thing for me here is the lack of commitment to do
something important. In all aspects of life. This is so fundamentally
important for us. I believe I have spoken a bit about an awesome mother
and daughter we have named Suzanah and Suelen. They are great, they love
us, and feel the spirit so strong with us. But will not read the book
of Mormon. Them, and 9 million other Brazilians always have the same
excuse. No i didn't read, when i read I want to really be in the right
mindset, and I wasn't, so I didn't read. No I didn't go to church, when I
go to church, I want to really pay attention, and I knew i wouldn't, so
i didn't go. No, I cant pray tonight, Im not in the right mindset, when
I pray, I want it to be good, so not tonight. Does anyone else see the
irony with that excuse?? We never asked you to go to church and not pay
attention... we didn't ask you to read without real intent... We asked
you to read!! It is making an excuse based on an excuse that doesn't
exist! And its NOT the real problem. So we spend 30 minutes dissecting
something that isn't really the real cause! Does that make sense?? This
is the common atitude here in Brasil. This is the devil working on the
heart of the children of men.
Sorry if that bit of rambling didn't make any sense.
I'm in a super big state of thought process right now. How do I respond
to that? Ohh okay yeah of course you should read and pay attention no
problem. Of course you need to pay attention when you read and go to
church, that's inherent in the invite. I just feel a super weak sauce
lack of commitment to do ANYTHING! here in Brasil. And I get worked up
about it. This is your salvation that I'm teaching you! I'm telling you
how you can NOT go to hell. I feel like that is slightly more important
than your soap opera.
I love Brasil. I love the people here. I love my
mission. This gospel is 100 percent true. And although Satan finds
incredible complicated ways to impede our work, the gospel will spread
to the four corners of the earth like a plague. A super sick tasty type
of plague. I hope you are all well. I'm fantastic, just fat. God Bless.
P.s. Do any other missionaries LOVE it when you ask
people to pray and they pray to you... I.e. I want to thank you guys for
being here, I want to say thank you for my familiy, and that you guys
get home safe... etc etc. I have to try hard not to stop them in the
middle of the prayer and tell them to talk to God, not to me.